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Hi and welcome to my messy mind! It took me 10 years to finally step up and talk about this. I still do not feel brave enough to do it but even if I help one person, it will worth it. My name is Kristina and I have OCD with intrusive thoughts. Writing helps me relax, focus and keep my mind calmer. I really hope that my blog will be beneficial for others who struggle just like me. I do not have a medical degree so everything I am sharing is my personal experience and how I am dealing with it.
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First vacation after having a child
Mixed emotions were boiling in me. For the
first time ever I was about to go to on a vacation without my little boy. OK!
It is not that big of a deal as he is under 3 years old, however, I have the
feeling a part of me is being ripped off. I was so excited and in the meantime
very worried to leave my boy. He is used to be with his father and me all the
time; however, it seems like he does not care much that we are away. Which
both, I enjoy and I am a bit disappointed (I know, I know, I should be happy
blah blah). I actually feel very good; I needed this break so much. I decided
to take you with me, to write a post for every day. I also want to show you my
views and share my experience, thoughts and feelings.
The days before leaving were quite stressful, I
still take all my pills for my OCD since I want to secure my well-being on this
trip and enjoy my time as much as possible.
Our plan before leaving was:
- Finish
as much work as possible regarding our business – done!
- Take
care of our bees – done! It took us a lot of effort but we made it.
- Pack
everything, including the motorcycle! – done in the last minute, but done!
When we were all ready, we left to my hometown
where we spent two nights, did some more work and left our boy to my mother.
She took days off her work in order to take care of him. I bet they will have a
great time! I hope that the weather will be good, warm and without rain, I have
packed my swimming suit I want to wear it!
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