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  I am not here seeking admiration or devotion. I am here to be — and to show others that this way of being is not scary. I write because it is my salvation from messy thoughts and overwhelming days. Writing puts my mind in order. It gives me space for self-love and for catching my breath. I cannot be here all the time. Actually, I probably could — but I do not want to. I do not want to pay the price of viral fame. I do not want to lose myself in the illusion of the world around me. I do not want to forget where it all started or lose the ground under my feet. Being able to disappear is a necessity for me. It allows me to rest, to recharge, and to stay focused and calm. I disappear from the noise. From expectations. From the pressure that tells you that if you do not constantly do more, you will lose track or fail. When I come back, I see the world more clearly. Without pink glasses. Without dark thoughts taking over. I feel grounded again. I can look at...

Mothers on the run for a quick drink

 

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I’m back in my hometown. Ever since we rented out the apartment we used to live in, our visits have felt so much calmer. We hadn’t planned to return to Sofia — we’ve been swamped with work, cleaning the new house we bought, and figuring out how to renovate it. But this trip had a very special reason… I’ll share more about it soon on the blog.

One of my closest friends for the past 26 years — and also my child’s pediatrician — Bori, lives here. We finally found a bit of free time to spend together. As mothers, we’re always rushing somewhere, never really having time for ourselves. But sometimes, miracles happen — and this time, we managed to align our schedules and meet almost every day, even if just for an hour.

It may not sound like much, but believe me, for a mother, a free hour feels like three weeks! The real magic happened when we went out without the kids and enjoyed a cocktail while strolling through the neighborhood. It was only around 5 p.m., but we felt like celebrating this small, glorious accomplishment! I’m sure every mother out there understands — so ladies, raise your next glass for us!

I’m so happy we caught up on all the latest news and events in each other’s lives. Our friendship means the world to me — we’ve stood by each other through both the highs and the lows. Even now, living 250 km apart, we find ways to stay connected and support one another. I hope she’ll come visit once the house is finished, and that we’ll have even more time to spend together.


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