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The moments when you stop recognizing yourself

  One day I woke up and felt different. I could not say why — it was just a feeling living somewhere inside me. I went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror. It was me, a tired version, but still me. Yet something within me did not feel the same. Something had changed, and I could almost see how this other person was trying to get out and live my life. I told myself it was just a period and it would pass. I thought that once I took a break, I would return to myself again. But weeks later there was still no time to rest. And slowly, the other person began living my life. This person was nervous, anxious, and a bit mean. Unsatisfied, raising his voice, reacting with negativity. Impatient, not particularly kind, tolerating nothing and no one. Patience simply did not exist for him. I did not want him there, but I did not have the strength to fight him. The exhaustion was too big. Inside, I felt confused, disgusted, and ashamed of my actions. I felt lonely and misunders...

The House - garden

 

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This house is amazing! I love everything about it!

It’s very old and used to have two separate owners—one for each floor. I’m so happy they both decided to sell, because this was an incredible opportunity that was worth every penny. A wealthy Jewish family originally built it, and there’s even a picture of it in a book about Vidin—how cool is that?! Over the years, the house changed hands several times, and now we are the lucky ones!

In this post, I want to tell you more about the garden, since that’s where we started our work. We’re planning to use the cleared ground to store materials, and we made an agreement with the owners of the first floor to remove most of the belongings they left behind. The garden was completely overgrown with weeds. It was a lot of hard work, but we managed to clear it all in just one weekend. Veni and I make a great team—we work really well together. I think we should start a construction company!

Of course, I didn’t take many "before" pictures, because I forgot. It was all covered in weeds. I also didn’t take enough "after" photos, again because I forgot. I get so caught up in the work, imagining what I’ll plant and create there, that I forget I even have a phone—which, by the way, I also really like.

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As you can see from the photos, the garden is big. At first, with all the weeds, it didn’t seem that large, but now it feels huge! It definitely needs more trees, and there’s a specific one we’re planning to plant. I bet it will look beautiful, give us great shade, and help create amazing memories in that space.

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This weekend, we’re going back to continue cleaning the house inside and out. I’m excited—even though last weekend left me completely exhausted, I enjoyed every second of it!

My little boy helps as much as he can. He says “trash” and starts sorting things into a pile to take to the bin. Such an adorable little helper!

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