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For the days when everything feels too much

  Some days feel like a nightmare — full of pressure and rush. On those days I feel tired, overwhelmed, chased by tasks. It feels like my head is going to explode. Everything slips through my fingers and I lose control, unable to do anything and forced to do everything at the same time. The pressure squeezes me in a deadly hug, trying to drain all my energy and leave me barely breathing on the floor. It feels like there is a fog around me and my mind tries to see through it. Everything becomes too loud, too fast, or sometimes painfully slow. Anxiety fills my body like poison. When I feel that I’m losing the present from my sight, I try to stop and breathe. I take a small moment for myself — closing my eyes, trying to find the safe space in my soul, the refuge inside my body — and I tell myself: Everything will be fine. This will pass. You are strong enough. I try to return to the present by focusing on one task, just one thing I can do right now. Finishing that one small thi...
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We did it! We finally did it!

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Lately, I haven’t had much time to write, but I’m stealing a few minutes for myself now so I can share some amazing news!

We did it! We finally did it! Veni and I bought a HOUSE! We are so happy and grateful. I truly believe we’ve found the right place for us. The house is so romantic and has everything we need as a family — even more than we need.

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We had a hard time with the bank loan (the process was way too slow), but we made it! We’re so, so, sooooo happy! We’ve started cleaning it — it’s a complete mess. The house is old and was previously owned by two families. The second floor is in worse condition than the first. But we have a garage, a summer kitchen, and enough space for a lovely garden.

I’ll share all the details soon. Right now, I have a lot of work, and in our free time — which is quite limited — we go to the house to clean. It’s a huge challenge for us, but also the first… well, maybe the second big step for us as a family (I consider the first one having a child).

My OCD is under control, even with all the stress around me. I’m really glad I’ve managed to keep the intrusive thoughts away. To be honest, I simply don’t have time for them. I know from experience that they usually come when I’m calm — once the stress begins to fade. But that won’t be anything new for me. Just another small challenge in life!

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