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  I am not here seeking admiration or devotion. I am here to be — and to show others that this way of being is not scary. I write because it is my salvation from messy thoughts and overwhelming days. Writing puts my mind in order. It gives me space for self-love and for catching my breath. I cannot be here all the time. Actually, I probably could — but I do not want to. I do not want to pay the price of viral fame. I do not want to lose myself in the illusion of the world around me. I do not want to forget where it all started or lose the ground under my feet. Being able to disappear is a necessity for me. It allows me to rest, to recharge, and to stay focused and calm. I disappear from the noise. From expectations. From the pressure that tells you that if you do not constantly do more, you will lose track or fail. When I come back, I see the world more clearly. Without pink glasses. Without dark thoughts taking over. I feel grounded again. I can look at...
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We did it! We finally did it!

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Lately, I haven’t had much time to write, but I’m stealing a few minutes for myself now so I can share some amazing news!

We did it! We finally did it! Veni and I bought a HOUSE! We are so happy and grateful. I truly believe we’ve found the right place for us. The house is so romantic and has everything we need as a family — even more than we need.

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We had a hard time with the bank loan (the process was way too slow), but we made it! We’re so, so, sooooo happy! We’ve started cleaning it — it’s a complete mess. The house is old and was previously owned by two families. The second floor is in worse condition than the first. But we have a garage, a summer kitchen, and enough space for a lovely garden.

I’ll share all the details soon. Right now, I have a lot of work, and in our free time — which is quite limited — we go to the house to clean. It’s a huge challenge for us, but also the first… well, maybe the second big step for us as a family (I consider the first one having a child).

My OCD is under control, even with all the stress around me. I’m really glad I’ve managed to keep the intrusive thoughts away. To be honest, I simply don’t have time for them. I know from experience that they usually come when I’m calm — once the stress begins to fade. But that won’t be anything new for me. Just another small challenge in life!

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