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The moments when you stop recognizing yourself

  One day I woke up and felt different. I could not say why — it was just a feeling living somewhere inside me. I went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror. It was me, a tired version, but still me. Yet something within me did not feel the same. Something had changed, and I could almost see how this other person was trying to get out and live my life. I told myself it was just a period and it would pass. I thought that once I took a break, I would return to myself again. But weeks later there was still no time to rest. And slowly, the other person began living my life. This person was nervous, anxious, and a bit mean. Unsatisfied, raising his voice, reacting with negativity. Impatient, not particularly kind, tolerating nothing and no one. Patience simply did not exist for him. I did not want him there, but I did not have the strength to fight him. The exhaustion was too big. Inside, I felt confused, disgusted, and ashamed of my actions. I felt lonely and misunders...

A Gift Dear to the Heart

 

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My friend Roni, also my piano teacher, has spent three weeks in Japan! How awesome is that?! She came back full of emotions and excitement. Of course, she bought me a gift, and I was so happy and surprised! The gift has two parts – something sweet for my tummy and something dear to the heart. It is so much more than just a gift. For me, it is the gesture that matters most – even just the thought of considering buying me something.

To the gifts – the first one is a variation of KitKats! Did you know that in Japan there are around 200, or even more, different types/flavors of KitKat? I could not believe it. My approach to these sweet, delicious desserts is very strict.
First, my little boy has to be asleep so I can focus and actually enjoy it (not just swallow it without chewing).
Second, I ask Veni to be my partner in the degustation process, in order to be more objective and choose the best one.
Third, I prepare a light beverage that goes well with chocolate.
I have to admit – I enjoy it very much; it is like a ritual of delight.

The second gift is very personal. It is a lucky charm from the 17th central Kannon temple in the Saigoku region – one of the seven lucky gods of the capital, Benzaiten, in Kyoto. How cool is that?! I jumped around a million times and hugged her even more! On the lucky charm, you can see the Seven Happy Gods, and they all bring luck.
Roni told me I could wear it on my bag, and I told her she must be crazy – that is way too dangerous, I might lose it! I already have an idea where to put it, but I will share that another time.

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I am happy. I feel lucky – but most of all, grateful. Grateful for the beginning of a beautiful friendship built on openness, kindness, books, games, and animes. Cheers to that!

Oh! I decided it would be very cool for Roni to share her experience in Japan, so guess what?! She will write a post about Kyoto, Osaka, and Tokyo. Stay tuned and enjoy!

 

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