Last few days

I’ve had a lot of work lately. Both my partner and I are doing our best to take every possible opportunity to work and make money because (keep your fingers crossed) we’re meeting the owner of the apartment we want to buy this week.

I hope that when we see it, it will feel like our new home.

After that, a lot of documentation awaits us, as well as a bank loan — but I feel ready for this new and exciting change in our lives.

These days, not only are we working hard, but our son also got sick. He has a high temperature, which makes him want to sleep all day. Even when he is quietly lying on the sofa, I still worry about him, and I struggle to fully focus on work.

I really hope he feels better soon because I want to go to the office and spend some time working with my team. I recently hired someone new, and I want to make sure she understands everything.

The weather changes constantly — rain, then sun — a true spring. Usually, this affects my OCD, and I go through periods of constant anxiety. For now, I feel okay, and I really hope it stays that way.

Lately, I’ve also been struggling with something else. I don’t feel quite well in the village where we live. I haven’t shared this story yet, but I might soon. It’s about the constant tree cutting. It’s still happening — and not just trimming or proper tree maintenance — they are removing them completely.

It’s starting to look like a desert here. A muddy one.

So many creatures are left without a home, especially the birds. I made a few feeders in our garden, and I enjoy watching them come and eat. It helps me feel a little calmer, knowing I’ve done something small to help.

I really hope that next month we’ll go on a motorcycle trip. If it happens, I’ll take you with me — I’ll show you more of our life and share more personal moments.

I hope you enjoy some spring sunshine.

If life lately has felt like a mix of everything at once:

→ Stress, stress and more stress  

→ The day after the accident